Back to the Childhood..

At this age of 27, I am currently living my childhood again. I ain't no time traveler, so this is no story about Space-time continuum or any stuff like that. I have this experience of living my childhood again when I play with my niece.

My niece is one little being who gets happy for even a small thing, and get angry for no reason at all. My home becomes more festive when she comes. My parents will be running behind to catch her. She walks everywhere; be it on the floor, be it on chocolate, be it on a ball, be it on a keyboard; she just doesn't care. Walking makes her happy and she just walks. When given a paper, or a tissue or anything tear-able; she just tears. Scribbling is one of the most fun things that she does. And she scribbles on many things. I have a few of my walls in my room decorated by her. And that is one of the very few stuffs that makes my room look more lively. Its fun when you watch these kinda cute little things, but you would enjoy it more when you are being a part of it.

Whenever me and my niece start playing, its not just her who makes mess, I would be right next to her supporting and encouraging. No matter what she asks; and trust me she asks everything from computer keyboards to kitchen utensils; I just give her that. Its fun when you have people around you who respect the life of carelessness, just like my niece. My mom and her mom a.k.a my sister shouts at us; but that's natural when you have a kid and a wannabe kid playing at home. Its for these small moments I make sure that I stay at home at-least once in a week.

Its at these times the inner child in me takes over my exterior self. Every single day is an adventure worth remembering for a long time. And these are those fine moments in life which keeps one driving to live long!

Musicaly Inspired World..

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This is a right fitting post on the day of the 55th Annual Grammys. Music is an art form which knows no boundary. This is one single entity which inspires most of the people in this world and has the potential to inspire nearly every single human. One of the very few reasons I wake up every morning to this insane routine, is that I get to listen to music. It can bring in mental peace in difficult times. It make me control my rage and brings me clear thoughts. Music liberates people from their pain and suffering.

When it can do so much for a person like me, it can surely do wonder for normal people. Be it rock, rap, reggae, metal, pop, hip-hop, alternative or any other genre; most of us humans like some or the other form of music. If every single human can be united by music, then there would be no Asians, Americans, British or any regional boundaries. I am a person who promotes world peace, even though being enraged most of the times; I feel the only single way to achieve world peace, if the world becomes inspired by music.

One day I would wanna live in a world which is inspired by music.

Being sadly angry!

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Sad and Anger are two such emotions which never goes along. It just doesn't blend in like others. It make one's brain numb most of the time.

I have always see in movies, series and other media that once a person is sad and angry at the same time; anger takes over sadness and that person would act out of rage. But when you experience it, that's not the case. 

When one is sadly angry, that person would mostly be silent. If one acts out of anger in this scenario, his/her sadness would not be gone, as what ever happened in the past cannot be corrected totally by the future or present action. So what ever is shown in movies for this kinda mixed emotion is inaccurate.

Being sadly angry is difficult for one's brain to handle. If one want to act out in rage one would be too sad to do stuff; but if that person wants to be sadly depressed, his/her anger would not let him/her be depressed. This is the point when silence kicks in and that scumbag brain would just shut down without sending any response. So, the most appropriate expression for being sadly angry is being blank.

Wishing "Happy New Year", My way...

Wish all my reader a Very Happy New Year; and especially wishing it in this new year 2013. Not on December 29th, 30th or 31st of 2012; but on the 1st of January 2013. This is the right way to wish.

Most people should make this one thing as a new year's resolution to wish any new year only in the new year. Not on the last day of the last year or in month of December. Its totally absurd to wish people Happy New Year in December; be it at 31st night 23:59 hrs.

One doesn't wish a newly born baby for an anniversary, just because in the future it might date some person and might get married. Or one doesn't congratulate a last placed person in a race, just because that person might win races in future. It is just like this if you wish some one a new year when it is still the old goddamn year. The only possible reason to prematurely wishing some one happy new year would be if you vanish into a game and would not be seeing that person in the next year at all. If you even see them on any day in the new year you can wish them New Year, this would make more sense than wishing them prematurely.

I don't mean this in any arrogant way, but this is just my rant.

Being a Contrarian

Of late, I feel that I am the contrarian in most of the debates that I am put into. In most of the discussion there are a majority and there is minority and I now belong to the minority. There is nothing wrong in being the minority, but its gets tough when you are the only one in that minority group and you are up against everyone. Earlier, I used to argue to just get on others nerves and try to figure out how strong people feel about things that they abide by. Now-a-days I am not even a devil's advocate, but I still belong to the minority group. Many a times the debate has gone to the wire and I have got on people's nerves and I have also lost my control.

Some people have conviction and are quite persuasive when they argue. I love rhetoric and I aspire to be more and more persuasive. Nothing feels wrong anymore. Every point I put out feels logically correct and perfectly accurate to the situation. Not just at home, even in office I am the only contrarian of the group. When my points are put in front of a neutral person, I can convince them. It is just that my opponents don't get my points at all. Not sure whether its because they don't listen correctly or it is just that I dunno to explain.

I would still continue arguing just for pleasure of it and of-course listening to people argue their point of view is always informative.