My Excogitation

Evil as defined in the dictionary is not just the intention or effect of causing harm or destruction, usually from the perception of deliberately violating some moral code. It has more in-depth meaning. Just like God and Demon are the two sides of a same coin, Evil and Good are also belong to the same coin. It is more like a thing which helps good in lot of ways. I think Evil helps Good to make it better. Without Evil good would never be recognized as Good. Evil removes all the evil side of the good so that good just gets better and better. Not many would agree with this, but I feel this is the sole reason of the existence of Evil. As many of you who have been with me would have in some point of your life seen my evil side. So I assume that I am the right person to write this piece about Evil. I have two sides one of them is Evil and the other one is confused. One of my side is pure Evil, the other side is really confused as to which side should it support the good or the evil. My

A person who did something exceptional for that month and is duly recognized. Thus the star of month came into existence or that's what I do think. This is supposed to be a motivational thing for the star and the others. The star will try to retain it the next month and the others try to get it off him. This is how it is supposed to work or so did I think. During my school days I used to get a lot of awards, but wasn't worried as I had a lot of then every year. Then I came to college, where in I participated in a few competitions and did not win any. So the college was the start of my barren stretch of not being in the spotlight for even a single month. For a span of 6 years in the college, I was never in any kinda spotlight; I just assumed that studying was not my cup of cake, so I cant be in any kinda spotlight in the college. Then when I started to work, I was really confident and I even thought that this is what I was born to do. So I was expecting a lot of recognition

Lost is such a simple word that's used too vaguely. Losing the sight of the goal is not a simple thing, but its one of the worst part of any journey. But here, as of today I have lost the goal itself.  Yesterday night when I was sleeping, just as I thought about what in this world am I supposed to do, I realized that I had no direction or lead towards anything and then did some soul searching and finally found that I have been lost without a goal. I joined the gym to reduce weight, but I am still not sure how thin I wanna be, yet I am trying to be thin. Its been a year since I joined SAP, I am still at the intermediate level of expertise and have no clue where exactly I wanna be and what exactly I will be doing next. Lost in a world with no bounds, a world where in I can have a fresh start and yet I am being worried about the goal. Yes I am worried about my goal, about the lead towards it, about the direction which I should head. Its a bit too philosophical I guess, but all I wan