My Excogitation

Picture courtesy: wallbase.cc This is a right fitting post on the day of the 55th Annual Grammys. Music is an art form which knows no boundary. This is one single entity which inspires most of the people in this world and has the potential to inspire nearly every single human. One of the very few reasons I wake up every morning to this insane routine, is that I get to listen to music. It can bring in mental peace in difficult times. It make me control my rage and brings me clear thoughts. Music liberates people from their pain and suffering. When it can do so much for a person like me, it can surely do wonder for normal people. Be it rock, rap, reggae, metal, pop, hip-hop, alternative or any other genre; most of us humans like some or the other form of music. If every single human can be united by music, then there would be no Asians, Americans, British or any regional boundaries. I am a person who promotes world peace, even though being enraged most of the times; I feel the only...

Picture courtesy: deviantART Sad and Anger are two such emotions which never goes along. It just doesn't blend in like others. It make one's brain numb most of the time. I have always see in movies, series and other media that once a person is sad and angry at the same time; anger takes over sadness and that person would act out of rage. But when you experience it, that's not the case.  When one is sadly angry, that person would mostly be silent. If one acts out of anger in this scenario, his/her sadness would not be gone, as what ever happened in the past cannot be corrected totally by the future or present action. So what ever is shown in movies for this kinda mixed emotion is inaccurate. Being sadly angry is difficult for one's brain to handle. If one want to act out in rage one would be too sad to do stuff; but if that person wants to be sadly depressed, his/her anger would not let him/her be depressed. This is the point when silence kicks in and that scum...

Wish all my reader a Very Happy New Year ; and especially wishing it in this new year 2013. Not on December 29th, 30th or 31st of 2012; but on the 1st of January 2013. This is the right way to wish. Most people should make this one thing as a new year's resolution to wish any new year only in the new year. Not on the last day of the last year or in month of December. Its totally absurd to wish people Happy New Year in December; be it at 31st night 23:59 hrs. One doesn't wish a newly born baby for an anniversary, just because in the future it might date some person and might get married. Or one doesn't congratulate a last placed person in a race, just because that person might win races in future. It is just like this if you wish some one a new year when it is still the old goddamn year. The only possible reason to prematurely wishing some one happy new year would be if you vanish into a game and would not be seeing that person in the next year at all. If you even see th...

Of late, I feel that I am the contrarian in most of the debates that I am put into. In most of the discussion there are a majority and there is minority and I now belong to the minority. There is nothing wrong in being the minority, but its gets tough when you are the only one in that minority group and you are up against everyone. Earlier, I used to argue to just get on others nerves and try to figure out how strong people feel about things that they abide by. Now-a-days I am not even a devil's advocate, but I still belong to the minority group. Many a times the debate has gone to the wire and I have got on people's nerves and I have also lost my control. Some people have conviction and are quite persuasive when they argue. I love rhetoric and I aspire to be more and more persuasive. Nothing feels wrong anymore. Every point I put out feels logically correct and perfectly accurate to the situation. Not just at home, even in office I am the only contrarian of the group. W...

On Independence day every normal human being would hoist their flag or sing their anthem or posts something on social network or just sit at home and enjoy the holiday. This is what I normally used to do every year. But this year 15th Aug 2012 was totally different for me. I learned the true value of freedom after being captive. Even though this captivity was for just 10 minutes; it was real hard to spend those minutes. Folks at home had gone out and I was the only one at home. I usually lock the front door from inside and did the same. I went out to the balcony to take a photo of a housefly and wasn't getting a proper angle. The slider door of the balcony was in my way, so pushed it off and took a pic. And this is when it flashed that the slider has gone all the way and got locked. There was no way to open the slider door from outside. The front door was locked from inside and all the keys of all the door were inside. I was totally dumb-struck and was on a balcony with no way...

As the definition goes 'Haters are those people that simply cannot be happy for another person's success'. So rather than being happy they make a point of exposing a flaw in that person or if he turns out flawless, they suffer and get themselves buried in jealousy. Every other proverb says that when you are surrounded by haters it means that you are doing better. But my motive is not to compete with them and prove to them that I am the better person. Here I always perform actions such that they should be jealous. Most of my actions are to make my haters jealous and they should also try to act similarly and then they should fail. Well, stopping it here would mean I am just like anyone else. I want them to fail over and over again and at the end of it all, they should die. It is a point that I make sure that I grow to such an extent that they die out of frustration of their incompetence to win over me. It became more and more evident in the recent past. I have accu...

Falling is a major cause of personal injury. And injuries are nothing new to me. I have had quite a few falls in my life, be it on a cycle, a bike or even on a floor. Till date I have had 6 noticeable falls that I remember off. Two of them on my cycle, two on bike and two when on ground. The first day when I got my cycle I was riding it to my Gramps house and that's where I had my first fall. And then on the way back also I had a itsy-bitsy accident. Both of them was when I was taking a left turn. Then there was the two falls, when I was riding bike, these were also left turn falls. It is a bit weird that I had all of my falls on while making a left turn and also all of them happened when I was riding single.  I did a more in-depth search of my memory bank and it became even more weirder. I fell off twice when I was jumping. I don't remember the exact reason as to why I was jumping in the first place, but I still did and fell off. Both the times I fell, I got real b...