My Excogitation

XxxxX is the inner me. Everyone can call him Sunil's Guilt, coz I am so guilty that he came into existence. These days my brain power has grown I guess. My thinking has changed from past few months. I am becoming more and more capable of committing crimes and escape without even being noticed. The petty crimes that I committed, the people I used (my family, friends and even strangers) for just my own good, the life that I have messed, evil thoughts, etc., Lots of these things have become so huge that it has given the birth of XxxxX. My wants have grown so much that it needs everything and is ready to use any possible thing to attain it. The only one who can stop me is XxxxX. I am introducing him so that even if I forget him, you all will be there to remind me of his existence. As Albert Camus (French Novelist, Essayist and Playwright, 1957 Nobel Prize for Literature, 1913-1960) said "A guilty conscience needs to confess. A work of art is a confession." He is the result of

9th july 2007, I was just a BE degree holder. Now I am a professional software engineer. It has been 2 years since I was me. It has been more of a survival of the smartest rather than the fittest. The ability to give up yourself is an important survival tool in IT industry. 2 nd anniversary for all those who survived with me since that day. Well today I step into the third in Infosys. Yohohoho, party time...

People have some deadly enemies, whom they could not even think of defeating. Well if you ask me who is my enemy, I would say it is my deadly sleep. I had become an early bird for quite some time now, but from past three weeks me neither an early bird nor a night crawler. All my critics laughed at me when I had this idea of early bird. Now it is their time to have the laugh... :( The wings of my sleep has unfolded and this sleep is now flying high. I am not even able to defeat it. All that I can do is sit and sleep. Giving up is not my type, but this one is too hard to break. I think this sleep has become my nemesis. Wish I had a weapon to defeat it. Anyone, please help me to defeat my sleep !!!