My Excogitation

Water drops fell from the sky like gems on this earth, which is so dry. Looked up and saw the black clouds in swell and the mud filing the air with a vibrant smell. Wish this could go on for ever allowing the heat to come up, never. Making all those dull trees green hiding the sun which grew so mean. Rain rain please don’t go away and don’t let the sun take over another day…

I always do stuffs without drikin, my brain keeps on over thinkin. Wheneva I wanted to say it to you, something in my mind would stop from goin through. I love you more than I love myself, coz this heart has given up itself. I just can’t be lovin you no more, I have to stop these thoughts in a war. So many times I tried, but all for nothing coz I’m afraid. Just for the love to you baby, so long, I am driven this crazy. The thing I am trying to forget is all true, coz its the one side love to you. I just.. I cant.. I just can’t be lovin you no more, but I cant give this thing up and swim to the shore. This poem was inspired by a song from Diddy Dirty Money [Loving You No More ft. Drake]

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Friday had been to a hospital and heard a story about a snake-bite case. I have this fantasy of imagining myself in all the stories that been through my brain that day. And this is what happened when snake actually bit me in one of my fantasies.   Rushing to the hospital is so much fun, wish I could see the next morning sun. This thing came out of blue, bit me and spit its glue. Snake is such a bad animal; when stepped on, bites every single mammal. A single bite makes one so dizzy, that even when you are high you fell izzy. I was just on a life's restart, after this I guess its becomes short. The doc said 'son be brave', I begged him not to send me to my grave. The pain of a snake bite, one can feel only if its real and not in a reel.

Dont mistake this for a rap its just a load of crap, I am not making this rhyme to get any kinda chyme, Don think of me as a gangsta and I am not any freaky monsta, Didnt expect any kinda clap from the bitches on my lap, Certainly I am no preacher to make you a good creature, Wrote this coz i had time n my brain was filled with slime.

I am so much single They all say its being ready to mingle I am not dancing for their jingle Fools are so much obsessed wit marriage. Jost coz my sis got married I will not run away gettin' carried My decisions are not gonna get varied Don get me started, I don wanna be a savage. They read and called it so gay I still do think that is the way My life is in such a huge sway That I am at the end of a carnage.

U call me, hey mister,     expecting an answer as, yes sister; I always throw you an yo,     you still catch it and go. This relationship is unexplainable,     yet it is so enjoyable. U will be there in my heart        forever without an end or start. Hey DEE ,     I could not see you flee. I wasn't brave enough to cry,     So I wrote this little fry.                          --xZs

I know, I know, I know, I get up at eight, for you all its way too late. Cursing me coz this is a shit load of hate,   yet all of you call this thing as fate. I dont agree, coz I am the bait. Once and for all I wanna get this straight, I will always get up late.                          --xZs

When I think about                   that thrust, I dunno whether its                  love or lust, They all say its a                big mistrust, At the end of it all                one side LOVE is a burst...                          --xZs

Training is the best way to sleep, Time to dump the tension heap, All I can dream of is a group of sheep, Why the hell it ended; beep, beep, beep, Damn, it was such a godly leap, Thanks to this I got a good sleep.                          --xZs

It was one side love, so pure ... I love her to the core ... Don wanna leave her anymore ... Jus wanna live with her, for sure ... It was one side love, so pure ...                                                 --xZs