My Excogitation

Picture Courtesy: Pinterest There is always a never ending argument in my head about which is better a pattern or chaos. A monotonous pattern could not surprise you and cause a headache, but this means that there is no learning from it, this also means that you are never in the unknown thus experiencing life in one way till the end. On the other hand chaos means mostly being in the unknown; but this means that you have a headache to solve any issues that arise, this also means that you have the opportunity to learn a lot thus being ready to most of the life challenges that is being thrown at you. When ever I was put in a chaotic scenario in my professional life I would always be mentally fatigued and thus wanting to find a pattern to create a momentary satisfaction and when I do end up in a monotonous schedule in life, I do get bored very quickly and find a little it of chaos to get me excited about stuff. This would not be an argument if I had a substantial impact on this ...

Of late, I feel that I am the contrarian in most of the debates that I am put into. In most of the discussion there are a majority and there is minority and I now belong to the minority. There is nothing wrong in being the minority, but its gets tough when you are the only one in that minority group and you are up against everyone. Earlier, I used to argue to just get on others nerves and try to figure out how strong people feel about things that they abide by. Now-a-days I am not even a devil's advocate, but I still belong to the minority group. Many a times the debate has gone to the wire and I have got on people's nerves and I have also lost my control. Some people have conviction and are quite persuasive when they argue. I love rhetoric and I aspire to be more and more persuasive. Nothing feels wrong anymore. Every point I put out feels logically correct and perfectly accurate to the situation. Not just at home, even in office I am the only contrarian of the group. W...

New year resolution is one of the most important things that I do every year, but none the less I never ever had kept the resolution for the whole year till last year. Well one more thing about my previous new year resolutions was that they weren't as influential as my last one. Did you ever try to live all by yourself. Just once, not listening to leads, managers, parents, elders, teachers and your so called well-wishers. Yeah and now this is my resolution for 2011. I for once, the last year, lived a life by my own; choice I made was my very own. Did not even take orders from anyone. Yes I have been advised a lot as usual, but I considered only a few real important ones. I had a ball of time last year, probably because I kept my resolution. It felt so much free that I am the cause of my fall or rise and I finally have no one else to blame for. I for one is a person who believes that ' The day one stops improving is the day one should call it quit from life ...

 (Part - 1) One shouldn't get up before the sunrise. One shouldn't take bath in a hurry thinking about missing the office shuttle. One shouldn't hog up breakfast just for the sake of eating. One shouldn't arrive at office when the maids are cleaning. One shouldn't work like a ass every single minute of the work-day. One shouldn't have lunch all alone and run back to the cubicle.     One shouldn't wait for the clock to strike 5, to get out of a cage (I mean cubicle). One shouldn't travel for more than two hours, just to reach home. One shouldn't have all evening spent in a bus full of idiots. One shouldn't worry about work even after reaching home. One shouldn't just always eat the perfect diet meals, watching lame TV shows. One shouldn't go to bed always thinking about the next day. (Part - 2) One shouldn't wait for a weekend to have something called fun.   One shouldn't always travel to only two places in...

Its been a weird time in the last few months. I have had one of the best month and the worst possible month if my whole life. There has been some addition to my family and had made some enemies also. Well on the enemies part I have made quite a lot of them. I was once a Hero, then in the last few months I became a villain and now on the process of becoming a human. Well first the good part; there has been an addition to my family and also an addition to my machinery. My sister had her baby on July 28th. My niece ( Adithi ) is the cutest little most innocent being in this whole wide world. Well they all say babies are cute, but this little thing is so cute that calling her cute would be an understatement. If I start describing about her more I would be using way too many cute words. She is a cute little lioness. Whenever she is awake she takes control of the whole of my family and she is so peaceful when she sleeps it is as if peace has to redefined. Next was my addition to my machi...