My Excogitation

It has been long since I have written about my inspirational blogger, Srini . Reading his blogs are really fun, he writes a lot of them (coz he doesn't have much work ;)). Check out his blog on Opis Komedies (Office Comedies), I can assure that everyone will have a huge laugh even in tough situations. In this label there are a few mentions about me also. The name of the blog " WHY SO SERIOUS??? " is a perfect one. Reading this blog really puts a smile on your face. It is all because of him, that I started blogging and now it has become one of my important hobby. This blog is about his imbalanced world. All his emotions, encounters etc., are put in this one. It is a huge pack of 120 and counting blogs. This is a good reading for all kind of people. I want to call this one, a stress buster . Some of the major posts are Opis Komedies, Imbalace State, Movie Reviews, Room Komedies (new one) . All the bloggers and readers out there, put your hands up for Srini .... Clic

Santa Claus, the legendary patron saint of children; an imaginary being who is thought to bring presents to children at Christmas. I had never ever met him before or had even received gifts on Christmas, coz my parents say I am a Hindu. Last week in my office they had arranges a game called as Secret Santa. In this game everyone is a Santa for someone else. In the starting I had no interest in playing the game. But on day one for my surprise, I had received a letter from my Santa, that moment I had the joy of my life. Then I decided to play it, coz I was a secret Santa for another person. I sent him secret mails and then gave him a gift on Friday. He was really happy. I never expected any gifts from my Santa. On Friday I returned back from lunch. I was amazed to see gifts at my chair. Everyone got normal gifts, but mine was a very special one. There was a gift and a hug packet of chips. Many got chocolates but me chips. I showed everyone the gift with full of joy, coz I love to be diff

It has been pretty long time since I had any posts. The last post was on October 9, 2008. I had no time to blog because I had lot of work in my old project. Now I am on a new one and since work is pretty less. ' I am back Blogging '

' No Pain, No Gain '. Well now I understand the real meaning of it. Working for an average of 13:23:32 per day for a month is much harder on my body than my brain. I did not notice this much, It was my family and friends (who are not working with me in the same process area). They all said that " You overdo it! " . Some of my friends even said that I am foolish, who just works for nothing. They even asked me if my company paid me extra for the overtime. It is a common thing for those who have a lot of experience, but for me and my well wishers it is something new. Well I know all that they are worried about is me, my health, my life and my future and nothing else. I am not blaming them, not even complaining about it. They actually don't know the reason why I was working so hard. When they all read this, they will call me that mentally disabled person. But there are only a few in this whole world who can understand this. My part of the code (i.e my module) was in a

19th Sep 2008, I left my office at 1:11:10 PM. I came to office on 18th Sep at 9:30:25AM, so it was a long day and a bit of bad day also. The cab was already filled up and as usual, I was the last one to get into it. The driver was in a really a home going mood, so he was not even caring about the high and holes on the road. With an awesome speed the cab reached my area by somewhere around 1:40:00 AM. I thought I was the first one getting down, but the two female had to get down first and then all the boys and me at last that was the route that they decided. Initially I was really pissed off, coz I was in my area and then had to roam around. But at the end I was really happy to have got down at last. The cab went to all the places in that area where I grew. It was really good, I felt like I had been to a ghetto. Though the streets were empty, I could see me and my friends and all of the people who lived, at that time of my life. The fields where I played, the house in which I lived, th

Hi All, Finally after two months plus of blogging, my blog is on google. Well now it is available on google search, I am extremely happy... Hurray!  The search items are: ' sunil sairam ' , ' my excogitation ' and soon some more!

Many people will have memorable days, and some will have unforgettable days. The week (1-09-08 to 6-09-08) has been the worst week of my whole life, so it is just not unforgettable but I will never forgive it. I had a lot of frustrating moments all through the week. I was so much pissed off, that if I had the real hatred I would have killed many. I never showed my anger to anyone in this whole world. Instead I did not speak to anyone with my want, I spoke only for the purpose. I was even pissed off on myself. So i punished myself by not eating anything from morning 7 to midnight 12 on wednesday. After all this I am still having some bad days at the office. But this week will always be UNFORGIVEN .

In this post, I want to talk about addiction, its cause, its effects and recovery period. Addiction definition from wikipedia: " The term "addiction" is used in many contexts to describe an obsession, compulsion, or excessive physical dependence, such as: drug addiction, alcoholism, compulsive overeating, problem gambling, computer addiction, etc. " In this, they have missed one of the major addiction porn addiction and also smoking. I think even love is an addiction. When ever I think about addiction, the root cause of that addiction is the way they are brought up. There are also many things that makes up to the cause. But I think the major one is the limitations given by the parents. Telling the kids every time, 'This is bad', because of which the kids' curious mind will try it; at any cost (Except for some kids, who doesn't like to break the rules). Well, I am not blaming everything on parents, the individual himself is 95% of the cause. About its

14th Aug 2008, I left my office at 8:30:10 PM. It was raining heavily, and heard that there was very very heavy traffic jam on the way. So I thought that it would take at least 2:30 hrs to reach home. So did my normal jobs which I do everyday in the bus. At 10:11:25 PM the bus crossed corporation, towards majestic. Well, that's where every thing stopped. The traffic was so much that the bus just moved 10-15 mtrs in some 1 hr. Now I came to know that my friend was also in the same bus. And due to this traffic jam, I made some new friends in the bus. AT 11:22:50 PM; me, my friend and other new friends decide to step out of the bus and walk till we find some clear road and then get an auto and head home. We were out of the bus and started walking, but on the way we came to know that there was traffic jam even for walking! It was really bad walking (jumping around) on the stagnant water on the road sides. The footpaths were crowded with people and autos. After we walked a bit, for our

KIDS, Please do not try this in the Lift!!! This incident occurred on 7-Aug-2008 8:47:32 PM. Me, Shanmuga and Pooja were all moving from our cubes to our houses. As usual we waited and the boarded the Lift. We went into a lift. Then the door closed and lift started to move down from 6th floor to the ground floor. Shanmuga and Pooja were chatting with each other, I was looking at the lift door. When the lift just crossed the 1st floor, my hands (which at no time will be at rest, other than sleeping) tried to open the door. To my surprise the door of the moving lift opened , I even saw the wall! All of a sudden the lift moved to up to the first floor. All the three of us felt the gravitational pull, Shanumga was even scared to death. Both of them did not notice me doing this thing, they thought that the lift had some problem. When I said them that I did this they were shocked. They commented on me saying 'Why, cant u even be silent without doing anything for some time?'. I felt l

Beggars (Almsman) are those people who are just lazier than me. I don't feel any laziness to work, but they don't even want to work, that's the reason i hate them. I never ever give them a single penny. The above statement was being followed very strictly till yesterday. Yesterday I saw a beggar with a difference, so I paid him 5Rs., well the cost does not matter here. Everyone in my family was shocked to see me paying a beggar. They might have thought that when in this holy world did I become good. Everyone after reading the first few lines will think that way. Now the truth is that, I did not pay the beggar by any sympathy or empathy. It was because of the place that he was begging, I gave him the money. I have seen a lot of beggars in temples, bus stops and other place, but have never ever in my whole life I have seen a beggar outside the ATM. At that place no one can say ' I don't have money ', I think that's why he came over there. I appreciated his INT

Arrrrrrrrrrr..... Hello my fellow sailors. From today onwards I will be the self proclaimed ' Pirate Master '. I won the second place in a treasure hunt that happened on 31-07-08 in Infosys (MFG). My team: Me, Sumit, Sudeep, Rajneesh and Kailash. It had been a hard week for me till thursday, but from that day it has been all good. Treasure hunt was really amazing, coz I had not been participating in any kind of event from some 4 years. After a long break this was an awesome one, and that too my team won. This has become a lifetime remembering experience. The start was a bit delayed coz my team was not willing to come. Then it was all smooth, we just ran around the whole of the infy campus, bangalore. We just lost to the team which won the first place by just giving one wrong answer. Then at the end we cycled our way to the final destination in a heavy rain, this was the best part of the whole event. At the end we realized that treasure is not the important thing in this event

From past few days, I have been through a lot. The work is getting much hectic day by day, well i can call it hour by hour. I am getting very very less time to spend with my family and friends, also I am not able to do my favorite things. Now I have started to think ' Whether this is the right job for me! '. I cant put away the fact that ' I am good at this job only ', I cant even go to electrical jobs coz it takes time for me to study things again. This job is much worse than being in a jail. Even a normal mechanic is happier than the software engineers, only difference is that we get more money. Well if I had to suggest someone on to choose their carrier, well people do not be a specialist. Specialist is someone who knows everything about something and nothing about anything else. Now i regret on becoming a specialist, I am improving my coding skills and not even trying to improve my other skills. On becoming a SE i will keep on regretting whol

On 25-jul-2008, there were multiple bomb blasts in bangalore. Not a new thing after this day. Well me and two of my friends started the search for the bomb or at least a bomb blast or at least the place of the blast. We started to our home from office at 6:15:25PM, we were speaking about the blast all the way long; that's obvious. These bombers are really dumb or they just don't have a thing called brain , the impact was very very small, they thought they could scare bangaloreans or to start a panic in the city. Stop joking people (bombers), I found no panic or tension on people's faces. To talk about the search we didn't find anything. Traffic jams was in the bus, not outside. The roads were much clearer, I reached home half an hour earlier than usual. But I was very very sad coz I never found any thing that we were searching for. I want to request one thing for the bombers please don't put any more bombs here, because there will be no traffic and without which I

Many people start the blog and just continue and blogs become good, but I want to keep the reason for starting this blog and when I look back I just want to know the state of my mind when I started it. Reasons: This thing was started because of the two inspirations ( Srini and Vinod ). These two people are so much into this blog thing, i was also fantasized by these blogs and wanted to try them out. Many people (friends in particular) share their thoughts with me, most of the time I just hear them; where i don't get to speak much. Well my thoughts are heard by only a few friends who travel with me in the bus. I wanted everyone to listen or at least read. Most important thing is I wanted to get out of a major addiction. Well I can keep on explaining about these points... Might be in my next post!

Me was always a gamer, coder and movie maniac; but was never a person who used to read or write a blog. So finally by few of my friends inspirational blog, I am starting to write this blog. This blog will not give you information about any hot and happening news or the old ones, it does not even give you any facts or fictions. This is just about me, my ideas and my thoughts. I love to put my thoughts, so i used to put them in the status lines of instant messengers, but now my thoughts became bigger so needed a bigger place to put them. " Rules never rules the Ruler " though the quoted words are grammatically wrong, it means a lot. This is a sample and a simple thought, this is how the blog is going to be...