My Excogitation

It was on 11th August, 2010 at 00:00 Hrs, my 25th birthday celebration started. Me, Cycle, Kishore and Arvind were all in Vinod's room working on Vinod's video. To my surprise all the three had schemed a party. They brought cake, chips and cool drinks. We took some pics and then at 00:00 hrs a day which was mine began. The special cake was cut and then it was time for a ride in Kishore's car. He drove us to our college, the ride was so awesome we were all really pumped up. At somewhere around 1:15 AM, there I stood in front of our college barefooted. We took some more pics there and then came back. The happiness cannot be expressed in words, thanks guys, thanks a lot for make this the most special birthday of all. I thought the celebration of my 25th Birthday ended, but how wrong can I be? On 12th, my family had arranged a celebration for my birthday. It was because of religious belief that my mom had, the birthday had to be celebrated on the next day. It was fun to celeb...

The past three months, wow one hell of a ride. First of all my decision on studying again, I never thought I would be able to do it. I have started my MS (part time). It is not easy to do a part time studying, coz u don't get much time to study and on top of it the dead line of project. Trust me you need extra strength and courage to take this kinda decision. Then came the midterm exams. This was an interesting thing, as I had not taken up a written test from past 2.5 years. It was fun to get back into the classroom, see the ppl around u writing, when all that u know is the subject title. Still was able to get out of the room first. The last exam was great as I knew that i had finished my exams, so I could enjoy the next day! Work, not the same thing always. I am one of the most luckiest one in my process area, as I have been into development projects only. Thanks to whoever was responsible for it, because of which my Technical Knowledge Spectrum is widening with every single pro...

XxxxX is the inner me. Everyone can call him Sunil's Guilt, coz I am so guilty that he came into existence. These days my brain power has grown I guess. My thinking has changed from past few months. I am becoming more and more capable of committing crimes and escape without even being noticed. The petty crimes that I committed, the people I used (my family, friends and even strangers) for just my own good, the life that I have messed, evil thoughts, etc., Lots of these things have become so huge that it has given the birth of XxxxX. My wants have grown so much that it needs everything and is ready to use any possible thing to attain it. The only one who can stop me is XxxxX. I am introducing him so that even if I forget him, you all will be there to remind me of his existence. As Albert Camus (French Novelist, Essayist and Playwright, 1957 Nobel Prize for Literature, 1913-1960) said "A guilty conscience needs to confess. A work of art is a confession." He is the result of...

On Thursday 22-Jan-2009, I reached office at 10:00AM. I left the office on Friday 23-Jan-2009 6:00AM. This was an awesome experience, I had never stayed before at office overnight. That night I realized my true potential. Well that night it was me, Shanm and Vinay we were the only three in our project who was deploying the code to dev environment. Shanm was already half dead by somewhere around 3:00AM, he had totally lost his conscious. Vinay was all hungry and restless by that time, but he was still pushing hard. I was really excited to stay overnight. I was all pumped up all night. Now it was around 3:30 AM when my senses reached its max, I was all alert and was really excited. At this point of time I could have done at least 11 person's work. My efficiency was approximately 121%. Normally in the day times my efficiency is as low as 77%. Now I have finally discovered that I am more efficient at nights than days. Before leaving all of us were hungry, so we had some snacks and coff...

Hi All, Finally after two months plus of blogging, my blog is on google. Well now it is available on google search, I am extremely happy... Hurray!  The search items are: ' sunil sairam ' , ' my excogitation ' and soon some more!

Arrrrrrrrrrr..... Hello my fellow sailors. From today onwards I will be the self proclaimed ' Pirate Master '. I won the second place in a treasure hunt that happened on 31-07-08 in Infosys (MFG). My team: Me, Sumit, Sudeep, Rajneesh and Kailash. It had been a hard week for me till thursday, but from that day it has been all good. Treasure hunt was really amazing, coz I had not been participating in any kind of event from some 4 years. After a long break this was an awesome one, and that too my team won. This has become a lifetime remembering experience. The start was a bit delayed coz my team was not willing to come. Then it was all smooth, we just ran around the whole of the infy campus, bangalore. We just lost to the team which won the first place by just giving one wrong answer. Then at the end we cycled our way to the final destination in a heavy rain, this was the best part of the whole event. At the end we realized that treasure is not the important thing in this event ...

From past few days, I have been through a lot. The work is getting much hectic day by day, well i can call it hour by hour. I am getting very very less time to spend with my family and friends, also I am not able to do my favorite things. Now I have started to think ' Whether this is the right job for me! '. I cant put away the fact that ' I am good at this job only ', I cant even go to electrical jobs coz it takes time for me to study things again. This job is much worse than being in a jail. Even a normal mechanic is happier than the software engineers, only difference is that we get more money. Well if I had to suggest someone on to choose their carrier, well people do not be a specialist. Specialist is someone who knows everything about something and nothing about anything else. Now i regret on becoming a specialist, I am improving my coding skills and not even trying to improve my other skills. On becoming a SE i will keep on regretting whol...

Many people start the blog and just continue and blogs become good, but I want to keep the reason for starting this blog and when I look back I just want to know the state of my mind when I started it. Reasons: This thing was started because of the two inspirations ( Srini and Vinod ). These two people are so much into this blog thing, i was also fantasized by these blogs and wanted to try them out. Many people (friends in particular) share their thoughts with me, most of the time I just hear them; where i don't get to speak much. Well my thoughts are heard by only a few friends who travel with me in the bus. I wanted everyone to listen or at least read. Most important thing is I wanted to get out of a major addiction. Well I can keep on explaining about these points... Might be in my next post!

Me was always a gamer, coder and movie maniac; but was never a person who used to read or write a blog. So finally by few of my friends inspirational blog, I am starting to write this blog. This blog will not give you information about any hot and happening news or the old ones, it does not even give you any facts or fictions. This is just about me, my ideas and my thoughts. I love to put my thoughts, so i used to put them in the status lines of instant messengers, but now my thoughts became bigger so needed a bigger place to put them. " Rules never rules the Ruler " though the quoted words are grammatically wrong, it means a lot. This is a sample and a simple thought, this is how the blog is going to be...